novelbin Chapter 375 Small writers and great writers (23)
Chapter 375 Small writers and great writers (23)
Chapter 375 Small writers and great writers (23)
"I heard that you haven't had dinner yet, so I brought you the meal specially." Ling Lian said, and gently placed the things in his hand on the man's bedside table.
There are no desks in the resort rooms, only to put things there temporarily.
Qingtuan looked a little out of shape, with downcast eyes and a listless look.
Ling Lian turned her head and saw the man sitting beside the bed with downcast eyes, and then asked curiously: "What's wrong with you today? Can you tell me?"
At times like this, Ling Lian felt that what was said on the Internet, the effect of listening came in handy.
Qingtuan raised his eyes to look at Ling Lian, then twitched the corners of his mouth as if laughing at himself, and said, "It's nothing, I'm just...in a bad mood...I don't know what's wrong with me, just like those people As I said, I am often moaning hypocritically."
"It's not that I can't understand your feelings." Ling Lian said that she had long lost her temper by a star suffering from anxiety-type depression in a certain world.
"I'm a person who sulks for no reason, you also think it's very strange." Qingtuan looked a little disappointed, "It's better to say, you should also think that people like me are annoying... I am angry for no reason... In this way, sometimes it disturbs the good mood of others."
"This is beyond your control..."
People who have this disease sometimes have some emotions that come out of nowhere, which is why they are always so uncomfortable.
"I started to tell the truth today because I was a little angry with you." Qing Tuan said, looking at Ling Lian fixedly.
"Angry at me?" Ling Lian was a little dazed by the words, "Did I do something to make you angry?"
"You said you wanted to help me tide over the difficulties and get out of these negative emotions..." The other party said slowly, "You turned around and you didn't want me anymore, you walked with someone else, and then left, you didn't even look at me At that time, I felt that I was deceived by you. It turned out that the person who said that he would always stand by me no matter what, and brought me warm porridge in the morning, sometimes turned his head so simply and neatly, and then Leaving with others without looking back. Then, in your eyes, what kind of existence am I like... I know that when I say these words, you may feel that I am a little inexplicable, but... this is my truest feeling People like me don't care about it, and the idea that comes from the last person is terrible, right? It's just that I can't control the emergence of that emotion. If you think I'm a scary person...it's not too late to leave me now, I can understand you. "
Qingtuan uttered a series of words in one breath, and Ling Lian was taken aback for a while.
It is said that writers who write novels will be more delicate in mind and richer in emotion, but Ling Lian did not expect that the other party would be so delicate and rich.
Coupled with the buff bonus of depression, it is simply a walking complex of emotional and sad dramas.
Ling Lian couldn't help but clenched a fist with one hand, put it on his lips and pretended to cough to relieve the awkward atmosphere between the two, and then said: "Actually... I think... what you said is not reasonable. I Said that I wanted to help you, but turned around and left with others. I was negligent and did not consider your feelings. In fact, if you want, you can directly remind me. As long as you say it, I will definitely Stay with you. . . . I'll be more careful myself."
"Actually, I didn't let you do this." Qingtuan looked a little hurt, "I know I am this kind of person, if you get to know me deeply, you will find that I have never been the person you think I am. The kind of person I am, sometimes I hate myself, let alone other people. If you want to talk, it is not too late to advise you to leave me now, lest my image in your heart will be completely shattered later. "
"How can this be?" Linglian smiled at the man.
Isn't this just to bring back marginalized people like you, that's why she is here now, otherwise she will pay attention to you all day long and always care about your three meals a day, and do it earnestly The reason for good communication and negotiation of work is why.
Qingtuan asked Linglian to leave him as soon as possible, and Linglian also smiled, telling Qingtuan not to think too much, and not to be so stressed.
"If you go to the playground tomorrow, I will accompany you." Ling Lian said, after thinking for a while, he added, "As long as you don't dislike the suspicion of being a sugar daddy like a little shrimp like me."
"How could it be!" The other party shook his head in surprise, "I got mad at you for no reason today, you don't think I'm weird, it's already good, and you're willing to stay with someone like me... I thank you You are too late!"
"Hmm... The Youth League has greatly appreciated it."
Finally, seeing Qingtuan sweeping away the gloom happily eating with a bowl beside her, Linglian didn't know why, but felt something was wrong all the time.
It seems that there is a feeling of inexplicably following someone else's way.
no no no...
Ling Lian shook his head thinking about it: It must be because he thought too much.
Ling Lian was finally about to leave with her job bowl in hand, when the man suddenly came over and hugged her from behind, which startled her.
The other party simply hugged him lightly, and then let him go.
He smiled and said it was a gift to thank her.
He felt very lucky, and was glad that there were people like her around him who were willing to understand and accept him.
This made him feel much better: "Although you may think I'm a bit strange when I say this, in fact, I also think it's a bit strange for me to say that, but..." He paused, and then said, "If you , if you can always be by my side and patiently treat a pretentious person like me, maybe I will have the courage to write another new book. And the process of writing a book may feel a lot better, because you are in By my side...although I know it's not good to show too much negative emotion to you, but I just can't control it..."
"I'm actually fine." Ling Lian chuckled, "I have a lot of positive emotions, you can show me your negative emotions without any worries, and I will accept them one by one until your emotions improve... This is My reason for being here."
Qing Tuan was slightly taken aback when he heard this, and then smiled at Ling Lian with some relief: "It's great to see you."
After Linglian finished washing and lying on the bed, the man sent you another message, saying that he forgot to say good night to her when she left, so he will make up for it now.By the way, I also sent her an emoji of pouting and kissing.
(End of this chapter)